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today i wake up about four ... den when to work... after work meet mark they all n i qurrel wit mine wife... after tat we all went to boat quay for a drink n leave about three pus... on the way bac ... i find one tin no matter hw hard i try ... i nv step in ur heart b4... the him make u pain... but you make me pain too... i jus noe tat i love you lot... but y u jus cannot let the past go off... do u noe tat it make me suffer ma??? it reali hurt me... the way u treat him n me... was jus lyk i am the replacment for him... do u noe hw hurt am i mahs??? n i find tat no matter hw hard i try i will nt be the one u will care and put ur heart in me... i finally understand y u will lyk tat treat me n dun even care when i am gone... i noe tat the hole in ur heart may nv disappear... but i jus hope tat time can cure everytin... without u mine life ish in black n white... n i maybe will b going in next mth... to me ... every min n sec wit u r important... i dun noe wad will happen tmr or wad ... but if i reali go in i jus hope to take everytin in memory inside ...i maybe ish nt a perfect boyfriend .... but i can promise i will nv leave until u force me to... hope one day u will understand hw i feel n hw much mine love for u ... nite ...
1:12 PM
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so long nv post le... haha... nwaday damn suay sia... alway go lock up... court on 29 th this mth... stress... haiz...but as long as she ish by mine side ok liao lo... haha... jus nw went to dear hs after tat work den i go kovan play initial d... nw so noob liao lo... zzz... haha after tat pei mine dear go eat den go 327 slack wit mark they al;l/// tat all for the day... dear ... the only one i scare to lose nw ish u n mine family... thank for being by mine side... and dun hide tin frm me again hor... or i will bite u ...
12:48 PM
